Look like Barbie, lift like Ken

So I can feel confident
To actually be excited to go shopping, because I know everything is going to fit me
So I can tell “I did it”
To no longer be embarrassed when someone asks me how much I weigh
To not be a fat friend anymore
So I can wear shorts and everything I ever wanted
So I can stop thinking that food is contoling my life
To prove everyone wrong!
To look myself in the mirror and feel beautiful
So I can enjoy summer and my life, instead of wasting it
Because life is to short, and I dont wanna waste it
To have more confidence to go out more
To not envy skinny and fit girls
So I can dedicate my life to fitness
So my body can reflect my passion for fashion
So I can be healthy
To never hear “You are tall it’s okay” anymore. Just because I am tall doesn’t mean I have to be fat and unhappy with myself
To look the best I can, and to be in the best fucking shape of my life
So everyone can ask “How did you do it?”
So people who doubted me will turn heads and be jealous of my progress
So I know what my body is really supposed to look like
So that one day I can look at before and after photos and be amazed and proud at how far I’ve come
To never hear “You got big bones or you got big frame”
To enjoy little things I always wanted to do, but I couldn’t because I was too insecure and my weight was stopping me
To never hear “You are beautiful no matter what, and you dont need to lose weight”. Why does it matter when I am unahappy and unhealthy?
To be someone’s fitspiration/thinspiration
So I can look perfect at a prom
So I can get a belly button piercing
So I don’t have to change a thousand times before I leave the house, and still not feel god in what I am wearing
So I can go to the beach, and feel confident and not like a potato
So I can tell I am the part of Zyzz’s revolution and that he inspired me to be the best version of me
To post before and after pictures on tumblr
For 2012 to be my last fat year of my fucking life
So I dont feel nervous while meeting new people
So I can be confident enough to have a boyfriend
To not be self concious about changing in front of others
So skinny jeans and ripped jeans will look amazing on me
To look confident in a tight sexy dress
To actually start enjoying working out
So people will look at me and think “I wish I had her body”
So I can enjoy getting dressed in the morning
To be taken seriously when talking about health and diet
To make my family proud
So that my identifier is no longer the fat and tall one
To make my ex jealous
So I won’t feel guilty when I want to eat something in McDonald’s
To worry about other thing in life
So I can wear sport bra’s while working out
For the flat stomach and abs I always wanted to have
So I can live longer
Cause I always feel like I am pretty, but people can’t see that under all this fat
Because when I cheat I only cheat myself, and I cheated enough
So I can stop making excuses, and saying tomorrow
So people will stop saying I am lazy
So I can start making random videos and not feel embarrassed
To not mind getting my picture taken
So that the cloth in the thigh area doesn’t wear away long before the rest of the pants do
To be told that I lost weight when seeing relatives that I haven’t seen in years
So I finally eventually one day, persue a successful career as a fitness model/model or a personal trainer
So I can look beautiful in a short dress for my 18th birthday party
So my doctor can stop telling me that I need to lose weight and I won’t have to dread getting weighed at the her office
So I can transfer to new school and start my life all over again!
So I can stop making the same New Years resolution every single year